{"id":1622,"date":"2026-05-17T19:23:53","date_gmt":"2026-05-17T19:23:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edmpackz.com\/?p=1622"},"modified":"2026-05-17T19:23:53","modified_gmt":"2026-05-17T19:23:53","slug":"nicola-mclean-has-eating-disorder-relapse-after-feeling-out-of-control-during-lockdown-and-her-weight-has-plummeted","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edmpackz.com\/?p=1622","title":{"rendered":"Nicola McLean has eating disorder relapse after feeling \u2018out of control\u2019 during lockdown and her weight has plummeted"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"single__header m-bottom\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"single__content entry-content m-bottom article__content\">\n<div class=\"social-icons\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>NICOLA Mclean has opened up how the coronavirus lockdown caused her to relapse with her eating disorder.<\/p>\n<p>The TV personality, 38, revealed she started feeling \u201cout of control\u201d when certain foods were not available in the shops because of panic buying at the start of lockdown.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766967\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766967 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=768\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 1080w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=240,300&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 240w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=819,1024&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 819w, 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https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=300,375&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 300w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=353,441&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 353w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=48,60&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 48w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=64,80&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 64w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=768,960&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 768w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=280,350&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 280w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=340,425&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 340w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=680,850&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 680w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908479.jpg?resize=40,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 40w\" alt=\"\" width=\"768\" height=\"960\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Nicola Mclean, 38, has battled eating disorders since the age of 11<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>This lead the mum-of-two to start \u201climiting\u201d what she ate because of \u201cfear.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The WAG told New! magazine: \u201cI definitely limit it [food] and lost weight.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was the fear of eating things I wouldn\u2019t normally eat.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s mainly a control thing \u2013 feeling so out of control and then feeling like you\u2019ve got to control and restrict.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766977\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766977 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=580\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 580w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=150,150&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 150w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=300,300&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 300w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=496,496&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 496w, 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https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=54,54&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 54w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=200,200&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 200w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=231,231&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 231w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=322,322&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 322w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=441,441&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 441w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=60,60&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 60w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=80,80&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 80w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=338,338&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 338w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584197690.jpg?resize=50,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 50w\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"580\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">The mum-of-two said she felt \u2018out of control\u2019 during the coronavirus lockdown<span class=\"credit\">Credit: Instagram<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Eating disorder charity, Beat, has recorded a 50% surge in demand for its services as people struggle during the coronavirus lockdown and has set up a\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.beateatingdisorders.org.uk\/news\/beat-launches-new-message-boards-for-those-struggling-with-lockdown\">specialised support service<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Nicola first started battling\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/topic\/anorexia\/\">anorexia<\/a>\u00a0and<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/topic\/bulimia\/\">\u00a0bulimia<\/a>\u00a0at the age of 11, and was then later diagnosed with body dysmorphia.<\/p>\n<p>Her recent relapse is not her first, she admitted\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/archives\/tv\/418749\/nicola-mclean-my-bulimia-is-back-because-of-denise-welch\/\">she \u201cstarved herself\u201d following the birth of her second son<\/a>, Striker, in March 2010, and appearing on Celebrity Big Brother in 2012 triggered it again.<\/p>\n<p>But Nicola feared her latest replapse was coming after she\u00a0 was sexually assaulted by a masseur in her own home last year.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766978\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000516599707.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766978 size-thesun-article-image\" 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https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000516599707.jpg?resize=44,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 44w\" alt=\"\" width=\"611\" height=\"688\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">She\u2019s not alone, with eating disorder charities seeing a 50% jump in demand for their services<span class=\"credit\">Credit: Instagram<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>The I\u2019m A Celeb contestant opened up for the first time last month about the\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/tvandshowbiz\/11700719\/nicola-mclean-sexual-assault-masseur\/\">horrific assault<\/a>\u00a0and it took the lockdown for her to tell her story.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/who\/nicola-mclean\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Nicola, 38<\/a>, said: \u201cI\u2019ve seen all the statistics about domestic \u00adviolence and abuse going up during lockdown.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI felt like I couldn\u2019t escape that day and I can\u2019t imagine being in that situation day after day, feeling like you can\u2019t get away. I want to say to anyone out there being abused \u2014 you can escape.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The mother of two has suffered nightmares, severe anxiety and the return of an eating disorder since the attack last year.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766979\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766979 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=608\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 608px) 100vw, 608px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 648w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=190,300&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 190w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=380,600&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 380w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=373,589&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 373w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=314,496&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 314w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=408,644&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 408w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=311,491&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 311w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=178,282&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 178w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=130,206&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 130w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=45,71&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 45w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=25,40&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 25w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=44,70&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 44w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=34,54&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 34w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=127,200&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 127w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=231,365&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 231w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=322,509&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 322w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=300,474&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 300w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=279,441&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 279w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=38,60&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 38w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=51,80&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 51w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=608,960&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 608w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000586787164.jpg?resize=32,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 32w\" alt=\"\" width=\"608\" height=\"960\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">The WAG opened up about a sexual assault she experienced last year<span class=\"credit\">Credit: Getty Images<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>It is just over a year since Nicola decided to have an \u00a318,000 \u201cmummy makeover\u201d, with new 32FF boobs and liposuction.<\/p>\n<p>To aid her recovery, she was advised to have regular lymphatic drainage massages after the \u00adfat-removing procedure. It meant she invited the man who would assault her into her home.<\/p>\n<p>She said:\u00a0\u201cI\u2019ve spoken about my anxiety and eating disorders before and this has added to everything. There have been times when I felt it was my fault or, \u2018Why me?\u2019<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766980\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766980 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=768\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 768px) 100vw, 768px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 1080w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?resize=240,300&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 240w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?resize=819,1024&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 819w, 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https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?resize=680,850&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 680w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908480.jpg?resize=40,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 40w\" alt=\"\" width=\"768\" height=\"960\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">She worried the trauma from the assault would trigger a relapse<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<div class=\"article-boxout\">\n<div class=\"article-boxout__header theme__background-color\">\n<h3 class=\"article-boxout__headline\">Signs and symptoms of anorexia according to BEAT charity<\/h3>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"article-boxout__content theme__background-color-rgba-20\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Saying they have eaten earlier or will eat later, or that they have eaten more than they have<\/li>\n<li>Not being truthful about how much weight they have lost<\/li>\n<li>Weight loss<\/li>\n<li>Strict dieting and avoiding food they think is fattening<\/li>\n<li>Counting the calories in food excessively<\/li>\n<li>Irregular peiods or stop of periods all together<\/li>\n<li>Anxiety around food \u2013 particularly about eating in front of other people<\/li>\n<li>Low body temperature<\/li>\n<li>Growth of soft, fine hair on the body (Ianugo)<\/li>\n<li>Eating only low-calorie food, or otherwise limiting the type of food they will eat<\/li>\n<li>Missing meals (fasting)<\/li>\n<li>Poor circulation<\/li>\n<li>Avoiding eating with other people<\/li>\n<li>Hiding food<\/li>\n<li>Taking appetite suppressants, such as slimming or diet pills<\/li>\n<li>Obsessive and\/or rigid behaviour, particularly around food<\/li>\n<li>Excessive exercising \u2013 this might involve exercising when not physically well enough to do so, or feeling guilty or anxious about not exercising<\/li>\n<li>Vomiting or misusing laxatives (purging)<\/li>\n<li>Wearing baggy clothing to hide their body, due to self-consciousness or to make weight loss less noticeable<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<figure class=\"article__media\"><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766981\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766981 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=788\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 788px) 100vw, 788px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 935w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=246,300&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 246w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=841,1024&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 841w, 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https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=362,441&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 362w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=49,60&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 49w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=66,80&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 66w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=788,960&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 788w, https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584908476.jpg?resize=41,50&amp;quality=90&amp;strip=all 41w\" alt=\"\" width=\"788\" height=\"960\" \/><\/a><figcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Nicola opened up about her assault to help others<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>\u201cWhen I\u2019ve felt overwhelmed, I\u2019ve starved myself or binged and thrown up, and that\u2019s sad because I\u2019ve worked hard to overcome my eating disorders.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The star, who lives in Bucks with her husband,\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/tvandshowbiz\/2576944\/tom-williams-nicola-mcleans-husband\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">retired Peterborough United footballer Tom Williams who was away on business during the alleged attack<\/a>, said: \u201cI was in bed for weeks, barely able to lift my head. I felt exhausted. I\u2019ve never felt so ill in my life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>So she booked masseur arrived at the house for their scheduled session and immediately commented on Tom\u2019s absence.<\/p>\n<p>She described how the masseuse has started rubbing her legs \u2013 even though she hadn\u2019t had liposuction there \u2013 and breathing heavily.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"article__media\"><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_11766982\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584885943.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-11766982 size-thesun-article-image\" src=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584885943-e1591113112557.jpg?strip=all&amp;w=700\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 700px) 100vw, 700px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/NINTCHDBPICT000584885943-e1591113112557.jpg?quality=90&amp;strip=all 3168w, 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